Saturday, April 23, 2016

April 2016

So the first piece of news (and if you're your friends with me on Facebook or follow me on Instagram @greenchildcreations) you'll know that we now have a new puppy named Bella (short for Portabella since she'll be my mushroom hunting partner haha, she even has a mushroom shaped ID tag!).  She is now 3 1/2 months old and full of sass.  Fearless, and quite possibly part flying squirrel, this little lady is quite entertaining!

When Lola passed, I asked her to either find a healthy body and come back to us, or have a hand (paw?) in picking out a new doggy friend for us.  After the disastrous rescue dog experience, and deciding to get a puppy instead, I had enough nudges to feel the right choice was going back to Lola's breeder.  She had two litters of pups on the way, and we had a lengthy discussion of what our needs are with Kaiden.  After the litters were born, she was able to narrow it from 7 female pups, down to two, that she felt would best meet our needs - calm, laid back, super sweet, low to medium energy.  Upon meeting the pups, I didn't know which to choose at first.   These two pups were equally happy to play with us . . . one looked similar to Lola with the head shape and big ears, and the other had much shorter ears and shorter snout. Both were calm and sweet. I spent a good half hour with them trying to decide.  (Lola was easy; she picked us.) Then . . . one of the puppies tripped and fell flat on her face.  My first thought was . . . THAT'S my girl, right there. Then later that pup crashed into some other things while playing . . . Lola was not a graceful dog by any means and crashed into EVERYTHING.  I tried very hard to keep an open mind and not let my wish for Lola to come back influence my decision, but I started to feel that this clumsy puppy was probably the one we would take home.  And then I noticed the other girl was more timid - when Kaiden pushed a large Rubbermaid container across the cement floor, making a lot of loud noise, the timid pup hid in a corner while the clumsy pup wasn't bothered by the noise.  Kaiden makes a lot of loud noise; so this helped clinch my choice. This fearless clumsy pup happened to be the one that looked like Lola.

I don't know if it's just because I stay at home now instead of working outside the home, so I have more time to train her, or maybe she's just the smartest pup we've ever had - she is so smart, and so fearless, and she is very good with Kaiden.  Even at this young age, she understands she cannot play rough with him like she does with us.  He is slowly letting her into his personal space - not always, but sometimes, and that's progress.  He is, however, constantly trying to share ALL his toys with her.  While he's very rarely ever wanted to share his toys with anyone, let alone a puppy, and I think it's super sweet of him to want to share . . . but it's a battle because he is just not getting the fact that she is a puppy and will chew and destroy anything he gives her.  It's not like she doesn't have toys of her own; he will even go get her toys if I ask him to and he enjoys throwing her toys for her to chase.

Back to Lola - so far I've had one person tell me she is definitely not Lola reincarnate, and two people tell me she definitely is Lola reincarnate.  Interestingly, it seems like every time I start thinking about Lola, Bella seeks me out. And either she's just super smart (well, rottweilers ARE smart! haha) or possibly maybe she "remembers" some things.  I also find it interesting that Lola's main health issue was her heart, and Bella has a tiny white patch on her chest (however, that can be common of any dog breed).  Bella looks like adult Lola, but comparing their puppy pics, they are very different (she actually looks more like our male, Carl (RIP), did as a pup), and she often lays on my feet when I prepare food just as Lola did.  But then . . . Lola LOVED her walks, and Bella is like, "really, Mom?  Do I HAVE to go on a walk?" Lola wasn't a chewer as a puppy and Bella chews on everything! There are enough differences, but just enough similarities that I wonder.  Then there were the two lucid dreams in which Lola visited and communicated with me after she passed but before Bella was born.  I'm just trying to keep an open mind.  Someday I may know, or I may not.  Either way, Bella is a good addition to our family. Fun, fearless, friendly, loving, super sweet. (And naughty!)

On to Kaiden - we're winding down the school year - Kaiden's first year of full time, all-day school as a kindergartner. He has made a lot of progress, especially social progress - but he is not yet ready for inclusion into his mainstream class.  He still has issues with personal space, and gets agitated when there's too many people around - acts out by hitting other students. :( The funny thing is I thought I'd be fighting the school to do inclusion, but it's the opposite.  They are very big on inclusion, but Kaiden's just not ready (or willing).

We are of course still working closely on Kaiden's TNI supplement routine.  Today we started Resveratrol, which is supposed to help the brain use acetylcholine more efficiently before it naturally breaks down.  Some swear by it for cognitive benefits, some for motor skills.  We'll see if it does anything for him . . . or not. Trial and error, as always.

Sunday, December 27, 2015

TNI - what a commitment!

TNI is a commitment.

It's a long learning process to which there is no manual. 

Targeted Nutrition Intervention utilizes vitamin/mineral/herbal supplements to support a child's (with Down Syndrome) cognitive health, process, and progress.  I don't want to get into the premade blends from a couple of companies because they don't apply to us; Kaiden's supplemental needs are unique to him.

In October, we started him on a little extra magnesium because now that he's getting adult teeth, I wanted to see if we could cut down the occasional teeth grinding and magnesium is known to be good for that.  He was already getting some magnesium in one of his other supplements - which helped a lot with the teeth grinding - and I wanted to boost the magnesium with out boosting the rest of the ingredients.  There are different types and we are using Reacted Magnesium.  With lots of trial and error (and patience!!) we found his optimal dosage, which happens to be 3 little taps out of the capsule.  It's such a little amount, I think it comes out to be approximately 3mg, when the recommended dosage (for an adult) is 235mg.  Not very easy to measure out - I just have to eyeball it.

I did not expect it to have such an effect on his behavior!  Any more than those 3 little taps and he doesn't sleep at night.  Any less, and his behavior in the afternoons can get pretty wild.  While we had resolved the potty-ing issues at school, his behavior in the afternoons was still more wild, less focused and I knew we could do better, but I didn't expect the magnesium to be the answer.  I can only speculate why he was acting wild and unfocused in the afternoons at school, and I imagine stress/anxiety from November (see below) had a lot to do with it.  Now that we've found his optimum dosage, his behavior has completely changed.  He is calm and focused; if the other children in the classroom act out, he does not join in or engage; he stays out of it and prefers to do his schoolwork.  Sometimes he prefers his schoolwork over any movies they show!  He is much more social.  And at home, he's become so much more cuddly, loving, and all-around fun to be around. 

This, after all the years of button-pushing, boundary-finding, challenging behavior typical of any child . . . on one hand, we joke that I need to drug my child to love me (LOL!!). But really - it's been amazing to see this transformation.

November was very difficult for Kaiden, and me too.  We lost my beloved Lola at age 7.  The transition from always having her, to no dog, was hard on him.  We tried to introduce a rescue dog - she did very well with myself and Kaiden, but her fear of big, tall men got the better of her and after a week she very aggressively went after Nick while his back was turned. That wasn't a pretty situation nor one I ever want repeated, so with that, she went back to her foster family and we've been dog-less since.  Another transition from dog to no-dog, poor kid.  We decided to wait for a puppy - and in early December, I told Kaiden we'd go meet some puppies after the holidays and see if we could find one who would be a good friend for all of us.  Later that evening, he said via his speech device, "I want dog please."  I may have cried a little. :)

Now, the holidays can be challenging for us - I don't like to turn down family invitations but sometimes the environment is just not a good one for him and there's nothing the host/hostess can do about it.  Kaiden needs to be able to have a quiet space away from the noise - not that he always needs it, but it needs to be there if he DOES need it. And when not at home, he tries to go outside to escape but doesn't remember to ask for help putting coat/shoes on and doesn't always remember to ask for permission, either. So if his needs can't be met, we have to leave - or we just don't go in the first place depending on the environment.  And now that he relies so much on his iPad for his sensory needs (auditory as well as using the LAMP app like his speech device) I worry that it's going to get stepped on and broken when he sits with it on the floor with so many people around. Not anyone's fault; it's just the way it is.

This year - with such improved behavior on the magnesium - well I should say, with reduced stress/anxiety, he was able to progress with a lot of other things - I was blown away by him this year.  At school, they have a program where all students are sent home with gifts so all children have a present to open if the parents can't afford it - he was sent home with SIX gifts!  One of them was making noise inside the wrapping.  He wanted at it because he knew exactly what it was - it was the same toy that's his favorite at my mom's house.  He even insisted on putting those gifts under the tree, pushing the big bag across the floor himself; then he helped me wrap presents for everyone else (really just constantly trying to hand me the scissors and paper, LOL).  This was the first year we put presents out before it was time to open them and he did GREAT!   I told him he had to wait until Thursday (Xmas Eve) when Dad got home from work to open them.  After the initial putting them under the tree, he did not touch them, not even once.  And when time came to open them, he knew which ones were his and was able to physically open two of them all by himself with no help - awesome for the kid with very low motor skills!  At the inlaws, gift opening is a free-for-all, which of course he loved.  At my mom's, everyone takes turns and after a couple of rounds, he did well with the turn-taking. He doesn't typically show a lot of facial expressions and it was so heartwarming to see his surprise and pleasure at the gifts he received.

With all the progress he's made just in the last month I can't wait to see what 2016 will bring.

Friday, October 16, 2015

October 2015

I am so proud of Kaiden!  Over the summer we potty trained using the techniques laid out in the book "Oh Crap, Potty Training!".  I HIGHLY recommend this book!  Follow the steps, it really does work. I went into it with no expectations because I honestly didn't know if Kaiden knew he was peeing when he was peeing, and whether or not he could even feel it as he has some delayed sensations. He did great though, and by the end of summer he was well on his way.  He still needs physical assistance with his clothing and aim, thanks to motor apraxia, but he's even waking me at night when he needs to go.  There's still the few and far in between accidents, but 99% of the time, we are accident-free.

Kaiden started kindergarten this fall.  It's been a huge transition for him as it's full days, 5 days per week!  When I was in kindergarten, it was full days, every other day, while other schools did half days 5 days per week.  He was doing really well with being toilet trained, but of course a heavy schedule like that set him back a bit. 

He began refusing to use the toilet in the afternoons, leading to several wetting accidents within a 2 hour time frame.  We thought at first it might be defiance since we weren't having this issue at home.  His teacher and I came up with a plan:  I should come in just before 1pm (the accidents were starting about then) and take him to the bathroom myself.  What we found was that it wasn't defiance at all; he was getting so stressed out with the long days that by the time afternoons rolled around he couldn't control holding/releasing - like his torso was all tensed up.  The first day I came in, I gave him the option of going to the bathroom at school and then continuing on to his favorite class (gym), or coming home and then go to the bathroom.  He chose to go home - and went straight to the bathroom of his own accord, but could not "go" for another hour; he was just too stressed. So, I came in every day for the next week - and each day that week he went to the bathroom for me, and then happily went to gym class.  It was like seeing Mom for a couple minutes in the afternoon was enough of a break from school and he was able to function again. The next week he made it until Thursday on his own before getting too stressed, so Friday I came in to help him.  And . . . the principal had a problem with it. She called me at home and told me it was not necessary for me to come in since the teacher and paras were well trained in handling all sorts of potty issues.  I explained to her that Kaiden was getting too stressed out and having me there for a couple minutes helped and that I was going to do everything I could to set him up for success whether she liked it or not.  We had a short week this week, and he'll have a short week next week, so we're hoping that will get him over the stress-hump and go back to being accident free - because again, he has not been having accidents at home or when we're out in public.

With that and another phone call I was also told about this new data privacy policy; it was explained to me that the school does not want parents in the self-contained classrooms (like the Functional Skills room that Kaiden's in) because the parents might compare their kid's abilities to that of another disabled child - or something to that effect.  Many parents are being hit with this policy and so far we know by way of the lawyers already contacted - schools cannot legally deny parents access to their child in the classroom despite this new policy.  It sounds like the schools are misinterpreting the policy, but since I was never provided with a copy of it, I really don't know.  I do know they can't deny me access to Kaiden, so I'm not worried about it.  If they don't like me coming into the classroom when he needs my assistance, well, that's just too damn bad.

Ok, potty training, check. Onto the next subject. :) Kaiden's had a couple growth spurts this summer (I am VERY thankful for Kohl's return/exchange policy!) and is also sporting two brand new adult teeth!  He still hasn't lost the pertinent baby teeth but they're on their way out.  He's just so darn cute with his new teeth! 

And I learned something else over the last few days - either Kaiden can't tolerate hemp protein powder, or I forgot his taurine in last week's supplement batch.  Or both.  His behavior at school last week became horrible. The kind of behavior where I'm embarrassed as a parent . . . he was hitting the other kids - even took his snack plate and hit a couple kids in the head with it!  And singled out another girl, sneak-attacking her from the side.  Awful behavior. :(  He wasn't doing this at home, only at school.  We talked to him about it several times, but to no avail.  Then when making his new supplement pack (I make them in 8 day packs) I realized the taurine had gotten buried in the back of the cupboard . . . and I bet I forgot to add it last week.  So I made sure it was in there . . .and that day, both his teacher and his outside-the-school speech therapist reported he was like a different kid.  More focused, no hitting.  It could have been either the hemp or the missing taurine or both - I'd made a batch of his "cookies" (really banana pancakes but he calls them cookies!) last week with hemp protein powder for some added nutrition since the growing season is over - previously I'd been adding fresh leafy greens), so both things happened at the same time.  I suspect it was moreso the missing taurine, but I'm not willing to experiment and see which one it was.

And now onto the exciting news from the last post - we purchased an old, abandoned farmstead - 5+ acres with a nice woods, way out in the middle of nowhere. :)  Nick has been working very hard at clearing the property since most of it has been untouched for probably a decade. The house on it has to come down; it's unlivable. We plan to build a house within 2 years. Kaiden will have lots of room to run, I'll have mushrooms to pick and lots of room to garden, and Nick will be able to hunt right in our own backyard. :)

Monday, June 15, 2015

June 2015

A couple of months ago (April, I think) we added in Vitamin B12 to see if it would boost Kaiden's speech.  It was an oral supplement - wanted to try oral and see if there were any benefits before going back to the B12 shots - I mean, why stick the kid if I don't need to, right?  Well, sad to say not only did the oral B12 not boost speech, over time he has become less focused and had more acting-out behaviors like hitting people (for FUN, not out of frustration), he's more twitchy, screeches more, and generally being a crazy little wild man - and he's stopped making full sentences on his speech device, back to one word at a time.  So, knowing something had to be changed with his supplement routine, I removed the B12 to see if that was the problem.  And in the 4 days since, the hitting has been much less, the twitchiness has gone down a notch, and the screeching has been a wee tiny bit less.  I think it's too soon to nail it down as the B12, but right now I'm pretty sure it was the culprit.  I wish the answers were easy rather than all this trial and error stuff.

Since January Kaiden has gained another 3lbs, and it's just amazing to me when I pick him up, there is just so much more meat on his bones compared to a year ago. I can't believe how much he's grown in the last year!

What's been really fun to watch since December with beginning imaginative play - he's starting to want to interact with other children - and even children he doesn't know, rather than just sitting on the sidelines watching!  And interacting in a nice, playful way, not just going up to someone and flat out whacking them . . . which unfortunately, he has done several times.  He likes to see how people react to it . . . and so many people think it's "cute" because he has Down Syndrome, so they let him get away with it, which reinforces the bad behavior.  It's been a struggle.  It's not just Down Syndrome though . . . LOL, I certainly remember one family member when they were a small child and the terrible behavior they thankfully outgrew . . . the parents tried so hard to stop the bad behaviors but this kid just wasn't having it no matter what they did. 

That's it for now . . . we do have an exciting update coming but I want all the i's dotted and t's crossed before we announce that one. :)

Friday, January 16, 2015

Jan 2015

Posts are getting hard to title.  They're all updates.  Maybe it just makes sense to put the date.

News:  Kaiden can now use his speech device to say a few FULL sentences (regarding food!) by himself.  Mostly he needs to hold my hand in order to touch the buttons he needs - hey, whatever works. :)  And the speech device is now 100% paid for, so that's pretty awesome too!

After an IEP this week, where concern was expressed about Kaiden not being able to isolate letters and the words "low IQ" and "I know you think he can read, but . . ." came up . . . let's just say I wasn't a happy Mama. Remember with motor apraxia, if the thought originates in his head, he can point to what he wants.  In order for Kaiden to be able to point to what YOU want him to answer, he needs support under his wrist.  So yesterday and today, I set him up with flashcards and asked him to point to things.  He could do it, all of it, as long as he held my finger in a certain way. I don't mean he pointed with my finger, I mean he held my finger and extended his own finger to point - he just needed that little bit of physical support.  I took seven videos.  Kaiden knows his letters, numbers, shapes, colors, objects . . . no problem.  We even did a few apps, and no problem.  As long as he has that little bit of physical support!  I really don't give a crap if it's an autism thing or a motor apraxia thing . . . he needs that support, and that's just how it is for right now.

Kaiden's total height gain since we started the whole kelp/thyroid thing last Jan= 5 1/8"!  And he's up to just over 32lbs.  And all it turned out to be was managing his sleep cycle in combination with a new supplement (Cellular Energy) for mito function + a low dose of GABA. 

So on to my new thought . . . here we are and it's winter.  By now, Kaiden's lymphedema should be in full swing.  But it's not.  It flared up early - in October.  Treated it with cold laser therapy and it went down in a few weeks.  With the fluctuations in temps, some really frigid subzero temps, his fingers should be swollen and red right now.  But they're not.  So . . . I wonder why?  We recently did another CBC and it showed Kaiden needed methylfolate.  We added it, and noticed it his verbal speech increased a little bit (hey, any bit is good!) but it also brought back screeching.  Sigh.  But . . . . his lymphedema has not returned.  Are they related?  I don't know.  All I could find was this study that asks if methylfolate in combination with another medication causes lymphedema.  Well, being as Kaiden reacts opposite to so many things . . . is there a remote possibility that he needs methylfolate to keep his lymphedema at bay, or is this just a coincidence??  Who knows.  Something to keep on the back burner and watch this winter and in the coming years.

And the best news for last: on Dec 17th (if you remember, it was December 17th, 2009, that Kaiden said his first and last word, Mama, before the seizures robbed him of his speech), well this December 17th 2014 Kaiden began imaginative play!  He's been playing with trucks, trains, dolls, and even doing some imitation activity!  I can't wait to see what this year will bring!


Sunday, December 28, 2014

A guest post :)

I did part of a guest blog post over on Down Syndrome: A Day to Day Guide. The first half of the article is regarding seizures, our part is about half way thru! 

Seizures in the Down Syndrome Population: Information and Natural Treatment

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

In the news again! :)

Here is the news interview update on our fundraiser for Kaiden's speech device!
KAAL TV 6 ABC News Interview